I haven't been doing too well lately. I don't even know where to begin to explain why this is so. Seriously, I've now been sat here for the past 20 minutes struggling on how to even write the rest of this. I'm not going to go in detail on everything here though.
Studies at school are getting immensely overwhelming and applying to universities next september is unbelievably stressful. Since I started my last school year about 3 weeks ago, I've only been getting about 5/6 hours sleep per night due to the heavy workload which is making me undoubtedly exhausted. Issues between me and my parents isn't helping at all either and are making my house an even more stressful environment. I've also been sort of 'seeing' someone but due to how busy we both are, we didn't have any time to see each other and let's just say it didn't work out - that was really crushing to be honest as I did really like this guy and extra negative emotions is the last thing I need. The place where I'm working at for a part time job is just incredibly tiring and not a fun place to be at all - I'm only staying as they do me flexible hours and pay well as I need the money. All of this (plus so much other stuff that I don't want to say on here) has been happening which has just been making me feel down.
I haven't even been able to take a photo for dA in about 6/7 weeks (the latest pictures I've posted were taken weeks ago). I feel drained of energy constantly and have such little time to do other things. I also apologise for not contacting people on skype yet - I've been feeling so bad I haven't been online in ages. I hope you can all be patient with me and I'm sorry for this; it sucks but I'm sure i'll be able to get over it all. Thank you for reading - stay safe.